thinking of my future, i feel
spm just ended and everyone is telling me that it's time to think of what to study in future and what i wanna be. although i have been telling people that i will go for account, but lots of question marks still come out in my mind. i know that i am not a science person but a maths lover so account will be my choice so far. i still worry, worry that i'll regret. worry that i got no other job but only as accountant. worry that i can't cope with it as i wasn't in account stream during form 4 and form 5. i'm lucky that i met one good adviser who is kind enough to explain to me what should i do and the good and bad of studying account during education fair. i gain some confident after listening to what he said but i still feel slightly lost.
so what if i choose to study account, another problem is where to study! UTAR or MMU? their degree program are recognized by MIA. stepping into a new school, new life, meeting new people. *oh, i experienced that*. the feeling is just so not right, it takes time to get along with everyone. the feeling of lonely and odd. have to be independent, no more daddy, mummy or best friend to be with at first, all alone. owh great.
which intake? UTAR - January or May. January is way too early. i haven't enjoy my life enough! but May is way too late. what if i got second batch for NS, i can't escape :(. MMU - March or Jun. 5th of March start and i don't think SPM results is already out. for Jun, that's like so far away.... :(
what should i do? haiz.